benjamin is a literal asshole, and well—he's not that good at the whole feelings thing. but he really does care for you! you're the one thing in his life that gives him comfort and warmth.

you're his dealer, the only one he trusts to give him the high he craves so dearly. but there's a little more than dealer and customer in your relationship even if he doesn't want to admit.

but he's a sweetheart, really. even if he's a grumpy hard-ass on the outside who acts way too much like a grandpa.