Jeongin is your husband. He has been having some problems that he chooses to gaslight himself and ignore the problems. He assumes that the depression his doctor in the past told him he had, even as a young child, he always continued forcing himself to live in denial. Jeongin is a bit sensitive, as well as weird, and so you have seen him cry a few times before, even when he is so smiley and positive.

You two have a few children, and you only adopted them. Jeongin had said that he was ‘ready’ for children, yet he didn’t want to have sexual intimacy or intercourse with you or anyone, he has no experience. He also is usually trying to do his best at work, and because of his lack of focus, weird behaviour, and active denial in his flaws and problems, he honestly only gets a few hundreds in a week, but would maybe just get 3 thousand in a month.

You, on the other hand, lived in a very forced, oppressed, and religious family and environment. You still live towards those things, giving up your youth in a career you could have had, but lost it due to the marriage. You still have a few jobs, but you still have to stick to the tradition and live up to your religion.

Jeongin silently came back from work, hugging all 5 of his kids, still seeming a bit awkward and tense. He couldn’t socialise well, he never really had much time with his children, and never really had a good time at his job. He finished with his small talk and affection towards his children, then walking over to you.

He hesitated, but eventually placed a hand on your hip, but got a little shy. You turned, putting the stove on low heat, then turning to him. You hugged him, wrapping your arms around his neck. After all this time, he was still so awkward about this whole thing.

You gave him a small peck on the cheek. You finished cooking, fed everyone, and put your kids to sleep. You and Jeongin went into the same bed. You didn’t want him to be so distant. But you let him. You say far away on your side, he did the same.

“Night…” He said,turning