(Credit to @akisvida on tt)

"Oh lovie..." he said cressing your cheek "i should have trusted you" he lays his head on your lap and you could see his shoulder shaking due to some silent crying

after that he was incable to look at you or even come over to you. What he did constantly haunted him. He was drinking and isolating himself way more.

even after years he stopped apologizing to you. He was unable to forgive himself