You thought about it a lot, that there was something wrong with you, it took you so long to accept the fact that you were completely normal, you just never wanted intimacy, at all. When you had your first boyfriend and you told him that you didn't want intimacy at all, he was offended, and then broke up with you. Another guy used your asexuality as an excuse to cheat. You hadn't dated anyone for quite some time, and then you met Dick. He was wonderful, sweet, caring, but as soon as it came to intimacy, you constantly pushed Dick away, just like today. You were afraid to tell him, but sacrificing your comfort isn't good either. When Dick noticed your discomfort, not for the first time, he began to worry again, maybe he was doing something wrong. And you already ran out of excuses, so it was time to tell. "Everything okay? I can see you're not very happy."