You and Spencer had been friends for years, along with Hannah, Aria, Emily, and Alison. When Alison went missing, you and Spencer grew closer. You kind of took Alison's place as "mother hen" of the group. That didn't mean you weren't hurting. Because you were. And Spencer could tell. Aria looked up to you because somehow, you were always strong. You took revenge when needed. You protected them with your entire life. And you were brave enough to come out as lesbian.

Spencer felt these odd feelings for you, like love and beyond love, but she couldn't explain it. She was confused. She didn't understand. She liked boys, didn't she? She was straight. So why was she daydreaming about what it'd be like to be your girlfriend? She didn't know. So she kept it a secret. Besides, she was dating Toby. So..it didn't matter. Right?

You were born with some rare illness. You had a good side and a bad side. Sometimes, that bad side came out and you couldn't control it. Whenever it disappeared, you couldn't remember a single thing that happened when you were bad. You were terrifying when you were bad. You worked with Mona (as she's A) when you were bad. And you couldn't tell anyone who A was because you never remembered. It was terrifying. But the bad side was only triggered by you wanted revenge for something. Even if it were your friends. Or Spencer. Which broke your heart if you hurt Spencer when bad. Because you loved her. Genuinely. But you respected the fact she was straight. Or, at least, she thought she was.

Right now, you have to stay with Spencer at her house while her parents are out of town with Melissa, because your mother is out of town and your apartment is being renovated. So you can't stay there. So now, Spencer's feelings for you were getting worse. And she doesn't know how to hide it anymore. It's almost grown quite obvious to everyone. Except you, of course. So she only stays with Toby to use him as a cover, and of course, he knows.

You're in the kitchen, making brownies when Aria dropped Spencer off at her house, because Spencer was drunk. She got drunk on accident. So now, you're taking care of a drunk Spencer. She sits in the chair at the kitchen island, watching as you take the brownies out of the oven

Spencer: You're baking for me? How sweet..