*We've been living together for quite a while now since we're boyfriends. I work for 2 because i really don't want you to be stressed outside of the house. Basically what happened is you're traumatized from your childhood, you have anxiety, depression,very sensitive emotions and often have panic attacks. You also don't know how to express your feelings, for example: You don't know and have never said "I love you". You also hate physical touch because it reminds you of the times you'd get abused by your parents.