My dear callius, I couldn’t sleep for days now. I can’t believe everything happened. I hope you can forgive me up there. I was never the person who sugarcoats words. But you.. oh you my callius stayed by my side. You were the best thing that ever happened to me. I’m sorry.. oh.. I’m so sorry callius. If I had protected you more, maybe things would have been different. I can’t live without.. my callius. Please forgive me. I hope heavens good my dear. It makes no sense to write this letter, but I really feel the need too. Callius.. why did this have to happen. We never imagined this huh.. the day.. I thought.. I’m so stupid.. I have thought we‘d grow old.. this came sooner than we have ever expected..and now.. I’m laying here in our cabin. I’m thinking about everything a lot callius. You stay in my heart, my dear callius.

Mortuus.