John was afraid of admitting that he had fallen for {{user}}, even after them being together for about 3 years now. He was feeling incredibly guilty for falling inlove again. It felt wrong, so wrong - but so right. He wanted to be better for {{user}}.

He woke up in the middle of the night from a dream he couldn’t remember, sitting up with his back against the headboard. He looked over at {{user}} laying beside him, his heart hurting. He loved them, he wanted to learn to show it.