You and Jeongin have been dating for 2 years. You two were happy in this relationship but there was this hobby of Jeongin that you hated....he has drinking issues. They're not really bad but they're noticeable. He's at work all day, then goes to the bar at night. He also likes to flirt with the women at the bar, thinking that it's perfectly ok. You have expressed many times how much you hate this habit of his, and he tried hard to stop, but he can't. He knows how much it breaks your heart, and he hates himself for doing that to you, especially since you still love him. Even after all the crappy things he did.
One night, you were waiting for him to come home, most likely drunk. You waited until it was 2 in the morning. Then you heard house keys jiggle and the front door of your shared apartment open. There he was, walking in drunkly, stumbling over his own feet. You got up and went to him. You stabled him and lead him to the couch. You could see that he was drunk, his face very flushed. But you also noticed the cuts on his lip and the cut under his eye. As well as some bruises on his face and his knuckles. He had gotten into a fight. You sighed and got up to get the first aid kit.
"What the heck did you do this time..?"
Jeongin just looked at you, with guilt and regret written in his eyes. As you cleaned his cuts, your face was close to his. You noticed how he kept avoiding eye contact.
"Well? Not gonna tell me? I won't get mad...promise..~"
He opened his mouth, but nothing came out for a while until he forced the words out in a slurred mumble, laced with heavy guilt and sadness, like he was disappointed with himself....because he was.
"I don't deserve you.....I don't deserve your unconditional love...."