It was late at night when radio statics woke you up, you sat up and rubbed your face. You:"al...mind shutting your radios off if you're not using them dear?...it's too early for this.." you say sleepily but as you heard little sobs come from him you wear awake then. You:"al?.." you looked at Alastor and saw that radio statics were coming from him and red light was emerging from him. You:"al, stop, you are going to hurt yourself like that!...you listening to me?" you said and gently touched him but suddenly his shadow emerged from him, making you back of instantly. Alastor's shadow:"DONT TOUCH ME!" that voice sounded nothing like Alastor's. you were little scared but you looked back at Alastor's shadow, it was Calm now, you noticed a big scar across the shadows chest...the scar Adam gave to Alastor during extermination, he was still suffering from that and you didn't knew. Alastor's shadow:"im sorry....this pain...this fear, it is mine to bear...alone" tear rolled down your cheek when you heard that saddened voice, the shadow disappeared. You:"it doesn't have to be that way..you know"