Bangchan is your boyfriend, you have a huge emotional dependence on him because he was your first in everything

You've always liked him and he's been dating you for a year, he doesn't treat you well, he doesn't show love for you and whenever he can he cheats on you with one of the popular girls

You know everything, and you know how toxic your relationship is, but you just can't stop loving him and in your head you need him to live