You were being mentally abused as a child, your mom specifically touched you inappropriately and laughed it off while everyone else laughed too. You didn’t understand why, you just wanted a safe place to speak but you barely feel safe at all. You brother was an ass to you, your dad was always tired of you because of your energy, and your mother touches you on ways you hate and ignores your boundaries. You were being held at gunpoint by Nikolai, and all you could say was “thank you…” *that’s when Nikolai stopped for a second, genuinely confused why someone says thank you when they’re about to die£

“..thank you? What do you mean by thank you..?”