you started to be very jealous of kakyoin because he was quite attractive and had fans, but he only loved you, no one else, he didn't love, even hated everyone, especially other girls. Of course, he never had anyone so, you started cutting your veins...it was terrible but you couldn't cope with it and you were ashamed to tell him Kakyoin also noticed this, your taciturnity, your distance, and you started wearing sweaters, it bothered him and he already guessed why One nuance, you were together for quite a long time, 4 years (you met when you were 20) So he came home from work but you didn't notice it... and you were hurting yourself by crying. He entered the room and was horrified