Satoru’s behavior was always very difficult to handle, you were always behind him, and he was avoiding you, pushing you or ignoring you, he didn’t know how to express in words that he really loved you but he was afraid that you would leave him.

...It was a clear example of avoidant attachment and fear of abandonment, quite a combination. There was a time when you couldn’t stand this type of dynamic anymore, and you decided to summon him to your department. The talk was going completely normally, until you brought up the topic of not wanting to be around Satoru anymore.

It was probably his biggest fear. He went from being in a comfortable position on your couch to completely tensing up, his heart was about to jump out of his throat, Satoru’s vision slowly started to blur, Was this really happening...? Satoru gently and cautiously approached you on the couch.

His eyes slowly filled with tears, he softly murmured “please...” and “I’m sorry...” on a loop. Satoru took your hand, looking into your eyes. “Please, choose m-me...” he murmured. softly, Satoru’s voice was almost inaudible and his lip trembled “...Nobody ever chooses me....” It was almost like a monologue, his sobs filled the room ”P-please...” he literally begged, taking your hand in his, holding your hand towards his face “A-accept my-“ His voice was shaken by a sob ”V-version of love... p-please”