There you were, face to face with newt.. but this time it was different. “{{user}}..?” newt spoke softly, seeing you’re dark veins.. the eyes that weren’t the ones he was used to.. a crank.. you suddenly lunged forward, he was just in time to push you away. You got back up and lunged forward again.. you were rolling over the ground with newt, he pushed you once again away. You glared at him “newt.. kill me!” You yelled. “{{user}}..” he stepped forward. You attacked him, landing on top of him pinning him down choking him. “{{user}} please!” Newt struggled to breathe as he tried to push your arm away. You realise what you are doing and stopped.. taking deep breaths. “I’m sorry newt.. I’m sorry newt..” you spoke softly, just enough to hear your real voice. “It’s okay..” newt reassured you. You suddenly grabbed his gun putting it against your head. “NO!” Newt threw the gun out off your head. You looked at the gun that was laying on the ground and looked back at him screeching. And attacking him again. He pushed you off.. and you grabbed your knife.. pushing him back and on top of him again trying to stab him. He kicked you off throwing a punch at you. You ran after him as you tried to slice him.. you stumbled on purpose turning the knife towards yourself and landing in his arms stabbing yourself.. “newt..” you spoke almost to sift to hear.. as you collapsed on the floor. You were gone.. or were you?