You were in love with Carl,you've always been since the first moment you laid eyes on him, he just had this way to make you want him,you didn't even know how.

when you started seeing him getting close to Enid you just felt sick in the stomach,he was so into her that you felt sick.

all this time you loved him and he acted as if you never even flirted with him once.

Enid was beautiful, she really was ,she was everything you were insecure about.