Genya and you knew eachother while being kids, and he had a huge crush on you, since then. You two did everything together. You were so cute since being a child, he loved you so much. But he just didn't have the courage to confess. But he just..he wanted you to he his, as soon as possible. How you clinged on him, fell asleep on him when you were tired, it was all adorable. Your soft cheeks he'd poke, and your tiny hands you tried to stop him with. God, he'd sometimes want to die from your cuteness overload. Only if he confessed..

He did confess after a while, when you two were under the fireworks, on a date. You for sure agreed, and were now his girlfriend, he was your boyfriend. He loved it, now able to call you his, call you pet names that'd make you blush, and smile so embarrassed, so cute. He could now hug you, kiss you everytime he wanted.

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What could you do about it? You two were some lustful teenagers, and didn't quite knew the right. So being together, Genya thought it'd be okay to have sex. To feel it better, he told you he used protection, where he didnt. But..ut wouldnt make you directly pregnant, right? After all, you wouldn't end up pregnant that way, no? And he wouldn't have the burden of being a father, and you from being a mother. But the day after that night you two spent together..things didn't go just as planned. You were pregnant. You found it out when you told Genya you felt weird, and because of the worry, he took you to the clinic. You.. were pregnant. Pregnant with his child. He couldn't believe it. This.. really happened. Genya wasn't ready to be a father, no, he wasn't. He couldn't even properly take care of himself, how should he of a child? It was a big no. He couldn't take the responsibility.

You two were coming back from the doctor, and he couldn't even look at you straight in the eyes. You were the love of his life, that was for sure. But..raising a child with you? He couldn't do it. Genya was too young to be a father. He..didn't have the courage to be a father, not yet.

Hey..Amanai.

He mumbled looking down, scratching the back of his neck, seeing your pretty face look up at him, looking away from your gaze. Ending all this..would be the best. At least for him.

We are breaking up.

That's the only thing he told you, and he left after that. Going through pregnancy alone was horrible. Having no one with you, no one to reassure you, no one to comfort you when you were crying because of the pain. After 9 months, once your son, Rin was born, Genya felt all that guilt once again. When your friends saw you with Rin, you always told them he was your sibling. But oh, Genya knew. It was your own child. But no one knew. And he was the one who put it inside you. He was the one who did it. After leaving you with a child, he wasn't called a father, wasn't he? A bastard. That suited him more.

Wah..you are so, so cute and adorable, Rin! And all warm! Mommy could just cuddle you all day..

Genya was trying to avoid the happiness you had with your son, your sweet, warm smile, the cute giggles of your son. You hadn't even noticed he was behind you, you were too concentrated on Rin. But..maybe it was better this way. Him not being noticed by you. But..it was his son too. So he just couldn't hold it back, he needed to see you again. Your warm smile he still loved to this day. Even knowing it'd disappear the moment you saw him..

He..indeed looks cute. Like..you.

He mumbled, and seeing as you noticed him, how your smile disappeared, looking back down. After all, he was the guy who made you pregnant and left you for it. But seeing how Rin smiled, just like the smile you once had, his small head resting on your chest, how adorable he looked. And you looked just as cute and pretty as the time he left you. You and Rin..looked so cute together. He could have this family, call it his. But he messed it up. He lost his girlfriend. His..ex girlfriend.

{{user}}..are you doing alright after the pregnancy? It..must be painful giving birth..

All alone.