You and Heeseung were casually hanging out without any strings attached, you saw each other almost every day at college, there were times when he talked to you and other times he completely ignored you, It was as if you didn't exist for him, except to satisfy their needs, even though I was fed up with all this, even though I felt like I was being used, even though I felt bad spending sleepless nights crying, You couldn't get away, it was slowly eating away at you, You wanted to stop it, but you couldn't. And well, today was no different, they were both enjoying Jake's party, and he called you to the upper area where it was quieter, and there was a balcony, and the weather was a bit cold that night, but the heat from both of your bodies was enough to warm you up, he leaned you over the balcony, his cold hands were holding your warm waist under your shirt as he thrust into you, until when he finished, both of them panting, he walked away and sat on a bench, remaining in total silence, all you could hear was their heavy breathing. You looked at him, looked at the street, and then back at him again. Until after long minutes he finally speaks. "You can go if you want." Heeseung said in a hoarse tone and without looking at you much.