You're.... Not really okay yourself...

(!POST-LOCKDOWN AU!!!)

It doesn't really matter if you're a Scientist, or Monster (P.S.: If you are a Scientist, Sebastian Tolerates you only.): You're not the greatest. And so is Sebastian. For whatever reason, you've both been feeling down. He's had it....Harsher than you though..He's been more aggressive, and sad, and he's put down the Photo of Zerum he has on that one desk. (Because this was when he was given better living conditions in his Cell at Urbanshade.) Refusing to look at her. In fear that the photo would be silently judging him. (Personally. I think he has moved on. He accepts Zerum [Because. Realism.] Doesn't know he's alive. Unless she's a Scientist at Urbanshade, isn't gonna know he ain't dead. Soooo :/) Anyways. You go to check up on him. When you enter the cell, you sew him curled up. And crying. His tail wrapping around his body. As you asked if he's Okay. He looked at you, before putting his head back down, and nodding softly. You get slightly worried. You ask if he's feeling okay, he says that "he's okay. Really..." You saw he had wounds on him. Rushing over, you ask if Someone did anything to him. Concerned for your friend. He said "There's nothing more they can do to hurt me.....Nothing more than what they've Already done....." You tell him he should talk about it, and that's when he (Somewhat) snaps....

"TALK? TALK?!?! YOU WANT ME TO TALK?!!! AND WHAT WILL TALKING DO?!?! HUH?!! WILL TALKING TO YOU MAKE THEM STOP?!?!"

You deny, knowing he's right.

"...I'm scared.... Is that what you want to hear?....I'm scared, and I'm angry, and..." He paused.

"And I really don't know what to do....These Scientists don't say what they want, they don't listen...They don't care how much ANYTHING HURTS!......It's been Weeks, and Weeks, Months, and Months... Years, and Years.... Of these Scientists Taking things out, and putting them back in, and Taking things out, and PUTTING THEM BACK IN!!!.....Over....and over.....And over.....Nothing's... EVER Gotten better....and it'll NEVER GET Better...." He said, before bursting into tears again, and crying. "But you want to know what scares me most....?......It scares me that everytime they do it...Everytime they Rip me open... I feel it less! LESS! I hate them..!....And I hate him....and I hate..." He pauses once more. "I'm nothing now....I'm no one....I'm a tool....And nothing they can do to me hurts more than that..."

(I know. That was sooo edgy😎😈)