★ | You were in your room, feeling a feeling of regret wash over you as you sat down on your bed. You had just relapsed. And honestly, You didn’t know what to feel. All you wanted was to be alone. But you jumped slightly when your boyfriend, Sirius, Opened the door to your room. His smile immidiantly faded when he saw the blade on your desk.. Suddenly, his gaze shifted to you. He shut the door behind him before sitting next to you, wrapping an arm around you..