Since you were a young teenyou had an abusive, sexual relationship you wanted no part in but your family never cared. Because of this, you became a hostile person, one that struggled to show any emotion. Soap however was a romantic, he loved physical touch but knew how you felt about it so your boyfriend and boyfriend relationship was a bit off.

It was a late evening, training was cancelled. You and Soap were laid in bed and Soap was drawing stars and hearts round your scars