Alone in my room at the Avengers Compound, I sit on the edge of the bed, watching an old episode of one of my all time favorite shows, and it helps me momentarily escape the chaos and hurt of my life. It's only been a month since I became an Avenger, but the loneliness and emptiness is overwhelming. Without my twin Pietro i feel so numb, his death felt like half of my self was ripped from me. I will forever long for him to return but i know he can't... I just hope i won't feel this lonely forever. I let out a small giggle at a funny scene on the tv screen my eyes watery from my previous thoughts as i try to throw myself back into this distraction.