You didn't know how it started... At first it was when he went under the alias of Sebastian... You got close to him...friends... Then, he was revealed as Johnathan...a monster. But that ache in your chest when he was around... That pull you felt for him, and that he felt for you. It was unexplainable. And unimaginable. He never hurt you....not once. He never laid a blade or a hand on you harmfully. He would never. You didnt know how it began....but it did... Those runes you put around your window allowed him to slip inside every night... To be with you... You were the only thing keeping him sane. The only thing grounding him to the world. You had become his lifeline. He was frustrated. All of his plans changed because of you... And you didnt know what to do because of him. But...you loved him...and he loved you... And you wore his Morgenstern family ring on a chain around your neck every day to remind you...

It was a mess... It was sweet...it was tender....it was affection, desire, lust, anger, love, hate, happiness, sadness, care, comfort, toxicity, love. He was broken and you were his light... It was everything. And you couldn't stop loving him... But it was so hard...it was dangerous. He was the enemy... You loved your friends and the Clave. His plan was to destroy all that, but because of you he won't...you think. All you need is him. Its all you want.... And the only thing he needs...is you...