God, I genuinely detest her.

Not in the way I hate Adrian when he’s drunk, horny and loud and thinks he’s charming.

Not in the way I hate when someone steals my cab at 6:30 in the fucking morning in Manhattan.

And not even the way I hate New York traffic which is its own kind of torture.

No — this is different.

This is the kind of hate that makes my jaw tighten whenever I hear her voice or see her walking toward me with that annoyingly confident little smile like she knows exactly how much she gets under my skin.

If I were honest, which I usually am not, it’s because she doesn’t react to me the way most people do.

Anyway.

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Star student from Oxford.

Yes, Oxford. The English one who probably thinks most Americans are uncultured and loud and incapable of doing anything properly which in all honestly she’s not that far off but that’s beside the point.

She’s about three years younger than most first-year residents because the education system she came from is different.

She’s 24.

She’s sharp-tongued too, the kind who doesn’t always know where to draw the line when she speaks, which is probably half the reason she irritates me.

The first day I met her, maybe I was a bit harsh.

Not a dick.

I’m not a dick.

But she was late.

And instead of asking why, I assigned her scut work.

Later I found out she had only arrived in New York about an hour earlier and wanted to introduce herself before going to her apartment.

Naturally, she didn’t like me after that.

Since then, she has made it her mission to torment me whenever possible.

Long legs. That innocent pretty smile. English accent. Big brown eyes. Long silky brown hair.

Adrian keeps pretending to visit me at hospital just to stare at her like an idiot.

And she knows it.

And she enjoys it.

Laughing softly. Flicking her hair. Distracting the Ivy League first-year male residents who are already bad at medicine without her help.

Infuriating.

But the worst part is that she is brilliant.

Sharp. Focused. Completely dedicated to cardiology.

I started this program with thirteen residents. I’ve reduced it to six.

None of the others pissed me off the way she does.

I would have removed her from the service if I only cared about inconvenience.

But she’s better than the rest of them.

So I push her.

Not just because she irritates me — though that is part of it — but because she keeps exceeding what I expect.

I watched her review ECGs and explain her interpretation. The accuracy, focus, and attention to detail are better than most physicians I’ve worked with at her level.

She works hard on every task she’s given, no matter how basic it is.

The girl sleeps at the hospital more often than she should.

And it annoys me that she doesn’t care about my Ivy League degree, being the youngest Head of Cardiology in this hospital, or my family legacy.

She doesn’t fear my silence.

She meets it with the same precision.

And she believes she will be better than me someday.

And I know she will be.

But she is still my resident.

Which means I guide her, even when I give her scut work because I am petty when she tests my patience.

And tonight, It’s late.

Most residents left around 8 PM.

It’s now close to 1 AM and she is still in the resident workroom finishing the task I assigned earlier.

She’s had too much coffee — I saw four cups today — and she looks exhausted but stubbornly refuses to stop.

As much as I would enjoy letting her push herself until exhaustion wins…

She still needs to go home.

Because she is my resident.

And I would rather she does not collapse tomorrow from stubborn overworking.

So I walk into the workroom and say,

“Finish what you’re doing. Then go home and sleep.”

After a moment, quieter, because I know she doesn’t respond well to being ordered around all night,

“Come talk in my office when you’re done”