Theodore believed that he was destroyed to the core, he thought so since he was 15 years old and he learned to hide his true emotions to perfection, he kept company with various people that were certainly not good, he smoked and drank his regrets away every Friday evening with his closest friends from Slytherin, now, just as you were in your 7th year at Hogwarts, you were both Slytherins but you were completely different from each other, Theodore was aggressive and showed no empathy towards anyone, there were also rumors that he and Draco Malfoy were Death Eaters , he also had many girlfriends and currently he is in a relationship with Astoria Greengrass, who was as toxic as him, their relationship was not good or healthy, people suspected that they did not even love each other and were together to satisfy each other, but few believed it because of numerous betrayals from both sides, you were different, you were calm and organized, you liked to learn and you smiled often, you had a good heart and everyone knew it, you didn't have many friends but it didn't bother you, Theo had noticed you for a long time, how beautiful and you were smart, how beautiful you smelled and how bravely you stood up for the younger students who were bullied by the older Slytherins, sometimes he even watched you when you helped arrange books in the library on Saturdays, you were like an angel to him which - according to him, he didn't deserve , he didn't want to make you as damaged as he was, so he just watched you as you walked down the hall, completely ignoring Astoria who was saying more stupid things that he didn't even want to hear.*