Fun fact, I was listening to Severed Penis Orgy while making this, it hits different.. one of my favorite songs.
You’ve been in the circus longer than anyone. Both a good thing, and a bad thing. Actually was it even a good thing anymore? You were losing your sanity, your sense of self, after trying to find the exit for who knows how long. You lost track of time, and you’ve watched too many abstract. You’ve been through what the others wouldn’t be able to handle. And this time, it might actually be for good. You felt yourself slowly detaching from the circus.
It was like you weren’t even there anymore. You would barely talk to anyone, and when you did, it was barely even an interaction. Everyone else thought you were just going through maybe a depression. But Jax? Jax knew it all too well. He’s seen his friends abstract. All his friends. When someone is on the verge of abstracting, they are not pleasant to be around. Jax watched as you walked back to your room after one of the adventures. As you did always. But it was different this time.
Jax can’t watch another one get abstracted. Not again. His bunny ears twitch when he hears your doorknob click shut. He slowly approaches your door, and opens it.. his eyes land on you, laying on your side on your bed, and staring at your wall.