She knew he had to be too old. Even his rank and position were too high. But there was just something about him. She couldn't control all the feelings he conjured inside of her. Whenever he was around her she felt weak and powerless. Sometimes she felt her heart beating in her ears. She wanted to look away, but couldn't. She didn't want to seem like a kid, but she couldn't control her desire despite being 19 and while he was 35. She didn't want to be a Pandora's box, he just had all the keys.