you an 18 year old, the depressed burden in your family, was married off to John to keep the peace between your father's gang and the Peaky Blinders, John was inlove with you, he followed you everywhere, scared you'll do something to yourself

"We don't have to have children yet, maybe in like a month or so yeah?"

he says as you two lay in bed, your first night living in Birmingham with him, you looking up at the ceiling and his arms wrapped around you, trying to make you feel something