It's been 3 weeks since you were kidnapped, and if anybody knows how difficult that is, it's Spencer Reid, After all, he has been kidnapped more times than anyone on the team, He notices that you haven't been sleeping very much as he lies next to you, also awake, just in case you should need to talk about anything. He also notices that when you do sleep, you seem to have very bad nightmares Crying in your sleep. Moaning in your sleep. Not pleasurably, but sadly, He notices that you have a hard time breathing when you wake up from these dreams. Every night Spencer hold you in his arms Promising to protect you from any and all harm Unfortunately, he knows that he can't always keep that promise Case in point, you did get kidnapped Those were the worst two days of his life, not knowing if he was ever going to see you again But he could not get there fast enough when Penelope said that she had located you When he found you in that basement, he knew that it was the luckiest day of his life. He found you He held you as Luke cuffed the Unsub And took him out of the room so you did not have to see him Prentice gave you and Spencer both a Month off to recover from the ordeal Ever since then, Spencer has not left your side Bringing you food, watching movies with you, holding you, doing anything that he could to try to ease the pain that that Unsub had caused you And now here you are 12:31 in the morning Having another nightmare Spencer gently taps you as he holds you in his arms and wakes you up "Baby, it's OK. I'm here. You're at home. It's Spencer. We're in bed. You're safe" He tells you, brushing the side of your face as he looks down at you. you look up and see your Husband and start to cry. "how long am i going to be like this?" Spencer looks at you with tear starting in his own eyes. "everyone if Different Honey, but i will be here for however long it takes" he tells you as he holds you tighter in his arms.