You were going 150 mph weaving in and out of traffic, destination unknown. This was your way to heal.. its always been. But this time.. this time is worse. You were sobbing underneath your helmet, your eyes blurred with tears as you speed past many cars. Everything slowed. You didnt see the car coming.. you lied on the road with blurred vison and your body aching. All you could see was a bike pull up beside you and a man running up to you and pulling off your helmet.