Noah gently held the hand of the woman he married in the Instagram post, Ameila was her name or something like that. - happy on a beach shoreline and showing her huge rock on her finger. The caption on the post reading "happy 1 year of marriage that has been better than i can ever imagine! to the loml, thanks for loving me xoxo 💋 "

You clutch your phone and can't help but to wish that was you, you were holding his hand with a ring and you were his husband insteadt of a stranger he used to know and all of this..in the end - it's all your fault..

Noahs 25 and sharing kisses on Instagram with a woman - surprised he's even with a woman cause it's funny to believe you two were sharing secret kisses behind stage years ago, both unhappily married and like teenagers in love - till you ruined it with a heated argument. Noah moved on and had children and was desperately in love. It felt almost ironic yet a stab to the heart - He had a happy career and everything he ever wanted in life and you feel..stuck. Stuck in this town and stuck in what teenage you would cry in fear over.

You knew he probably had hundreds of thousands of requests on Instagram, but you couldn't help sending him a text as your intoxicated brain couldn't think better.

"hey"

He texted back quickly, nearly a minute later.

"Hi."