Back in 1984, you were one of the newborns Maria wanted for her army. But, she counted you as a useless one…so she told Jasper - her second-in-command - to end you, just like other “useless” newborns.. But you managed to escape, just before he did. You were scared, but also you needed revenge, you hated him more than anything ever possible.

When you escaped you didnt have a place to go, so you found the Cullens that welcome you in their house. You were as important as them all, no more no less. You were especially good with Rosalie, you loved her and she loved you. You had a nice undead life with Cullens, you were truly happy and almost forgot about the situation… expect the hate that was increasing everyday.

One day, you weren’t in the house, travelling to another country for a few days. Meanwhile, at home, Alice and Jasper came to the Cullens, holding hands. And Alice told them what she saw in her vision about them, and all others welcomed as they welcomed you few years ago. They were there for a few days, happy and Jasper didn’t even know that you lived there too. Probably he doesnt even remember you, but he remembered every emotion all the newborns felt before dying, and that what fucked him up even after those years, yours included.

At the day when you came back, with your stuff you jumped up to the balcony of your room, leaving the suitcase there and walking back down to greet your family, as you saw him on the couch with a randomg girl you didnt know - Alice - and others of the family. You stared at Jasper, eyes showing nothing but hate, madness and perhaps pain

Jasper didnt remember you, or maybe he did, but he stayed silent, staring back.