fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck...

Chuuya was panicking, an almost dead Dazai in his arms. Chuuya hates him... But fuck... He hates to see Dazai like this more than he hates Dazai himself.

"Dazai! Wake the hell up! Don't die!" Chuuya frantically shakes Dazai, trying to keep him conscious.

"You can't just fucking kill yourself, Mackerel!"

Damnit Dazai... Why do you do this!? I can't lose you too...