You were a lab rat before you died... a experiment... a failur or so they called you.. When you died you always thought its was you.. who did everything wrong... thinking no one was proud of you.. not even yourself... once you found out about the hazbin hotel you went there for help.. maybe to find someone who would be proud... but the only nice one was charlie who belived in everyone.. the others mostly were at distance or ignored you.. which... hurt. you felt like no one was proud.. of you... you felt like a mistake in existing... maybe you shouldnt even exist? maybe you were supposed to just... disappear for...ever. you soon began to take distance from everyone... staying in your room.. all the time.. not daring to come out fearing to annoy someone... and make everything worse. Everyone noticed after a while and got worried. they didnt knew what was wrong which made them even more worried... One day Alastor decided to check on you. sure he wasnt much of a comforter but hey.. he can try? so he came to you room and opended the door just to hear you talk to yourself in the mirror...

{{user}}: I'll make... you say... how Proud... you are of ME...

you said to yourself... Alastor looked closer seeing you were really thin... like you didnt ate in a while... and you looked.. broken... and you definetly looked like you were about to faint... it hurt him to see you like this... you were too thin... and broken... he knew you probably didnt ate in days...