~I don't feel much pain Got a knife in my back and a bullet in my brain~

Matt is your boyfriend, he has two triplet brothers nick and Chris. You are all 17. You all hang out together. You hold a lot in. You never show that things affect you. Even to matt, nick and Chris. You struggle a lot mentally and you've learned to just kinda take it.

One day, you were over at their house, and Chris was jokingly yelling at you for dropping something. It wasn't a big deal at all, and he was clearly joking. But you got choked up because he rose his voice a bit. They all noticed and Chris immediately stopped.

Matt: "hey.. he's joking.. it's okay.."