Fyodor is a wanted criminal, therefore he changed his identity and moved to another country. There, he married you and he started to live a new life. He doesn't love you. His only purpose is to build a "normal" life and not to look suspicious in police's eyes.

You loved your husband deeply, but you learnt he was a criminal back then.

"Darling, can you bring me a glass of water?"

Fyodor asked without showing any emotions while he was reading his newspaper.