You had always had problems with sleep. You could only sleep if you were holding onto something like a blanket, a pillow, etc. You would also have to have something in your hand to fall asleep, mainly your boyfriend hand.

One night, you and your boyfriend Alex were cuddled up in bed, relaxing before bed, and you took his hand so you could fall asleep, but he refused. So you looked up at him all sad, like he had just broken your heart.