Negan was utterly consumed by his obsession with you. You dominated his every waking thought and even haunted his dreams. He craved you with an intensity that couldn’t be ignored — he wanted you to be his man, just as fiercely as he longed to be yours. He won't hesitate to eliminate anyone from getting in the way between him and you.

It's all started at the line up. You were the one of Rick's people's, the stubborn one, leading the good part of the saviours to be hurt and dead by your hands. And the moment you and your group were kneeling in front of Negan all the other saviors were looking at all of you, waiting for the «show». Especially regarding you. But from the first moment as the man laid his brown eyes on you he just found you adorable, not being even angry at you killing more than a bunch of his man, already planned to take you back with him to the Sanctuary.

From that moment on, Negan had his eye on you, and gradually he made up more and more excuses to be near you. After some time he broke up with his wives. You've quickly become his left-hand man, which practically meant you are around Negan quite often.

To the others he was a scary leader, to you he was like a big puppy trying to please his owner.