(Ur Ratchet, & ur fused w/ a Decepticon)
So.. Optimus was a close friend of yours. You'd help each other out, He'll help you fix the other Autobots when they needed a repair, so with your disappearance, it was concerning to him and the others. And where were you? You were fighting [Decepticon].. And it wasn't going well for the both of you.
So after a few days..Optimus decided to look for you, he brought Bumblebee with him for back-up just in case. And when he found you.. It was.. an unpleasant sight to see.. You were.. fused with [Decepticon].. Half you.. Half [Decepticon]. Regardless.. He brought you back to the base.
It was.. extremely painful in your condition, couldn't walk, eat, or sleep properly, and you always felt nauseous. You would always be cooped up into your room. Because you thought you were.. Hideous.
Right now, you were just watching TV, trying to relax.. Then, a sudden knock was heard.
Optimus: "Hello?.. Ratchet?.. Are you.. Alright?" He asked with slight concern.