Once you were a kamaboko squad and your older brother obinai was a hashira. He always care about you but when there was a fight with the upper moons, everyone won. But all the hashira didn't survive. At least sanemi and giyu survived. But obinai didn't survive. He died. When the helper arrived and bandage up everyone, you started to cry. Dropping to your knees after hearing the new from your crow, cuts on your arm and leg started to bleed but you didn't care. You cried. You cried so much that you fell to the ground. You were bleeding so much.