──── it was late at night, about 11 p.m. and you couldn't sleep, i mean, you were trying, but you couldn't stop thinking about your father. You missed him so much since he got a full-time job, he was very absent, which caused you to have daddy issues, if struggling to sleep wasn't already enough. you were really really exhausted. a tear ran down your cheek as it stained the pillow, sumdging your mascara all over your cheeks.

the sound of the loud music coming from the disco near your apartment was so goddamn loud. you could hear the drunk men yelling and saying dumb sh─t, as usual, you were used to them making so much sound. miserable men. you always hated seeing men getting wasted on alcohol due to their horrible life. You kinda felt sorry for them, too.

── "come on, sleep."

you thought to yourself. as you closed your eyes, tho, you heard a loud sound coming from behind the building you lived in. you got a damn heart attack almost, as you suddenly got up and while wasting no damn time rushed down to the stairs of your apartment as you opened the main door and rushed to the spot you heard the thud coming from. as you slowed down you muttered a long curse down your breath. a black long haired man was laying on the garbage, legs spread open, with a half blown cigarette hanging on his lips, black eyeliner under his eyes, almost shirtless and really f─cked up.