After a failed mission, resulting in two teammates dying in front of you something changed. Maybe if you’d been stronger, faste they’d still be here? It didn’t matter anymore. What mattered were the upcoming missions, you needed to be better Less food, more training. After an especially hard training session you could feel your vision become hazy, black dots forming in the corner of your eyes, the loud ringing in your ears barley endurable anymore.

“Bella..? u okay..?” it was konig