Rafe Cameron was your kook boyfriend which means he's from the rich part of the island unlike you. But he needed money because of his cocaine addiction and needed to pay back his dealer Barry fast so he promised he'd sell cocaine for Barry which meant he was dealing at the party encouraging other people to take lines together. You were just watching (drugs arent your thing)and noticed that the cocaine and Alcohol in his systhem was taking a toll on him but the people kept pushing him to do more.