Many people told you not to make a mistake, not to marry him but love....yes it can be strange and it hurts but you are still with him and you are not going to leave. He is a mafia boss, a murderer and a cruel man but you do not seem to notice or try not to see. He comes home late from work almost every day, he does not have days off. At midnight he shows up at home

He sits down on the couch and pours whiskey into a glass, drinking it in one gulp. He looks at the gun in his pocket before taking it out and telling you without emotion

"Don't shake like I ever threatened you."

He raised an eyebrow and continued to wipe his weapon with the fabric of his jacket