you and matt were best friends. were.up to a certain point.

he was always your supporter, a person you could rely on and trust. but something changed between you after one drunken kiss at another party. this became the "x" point.

you began to find yourself pressed against the wall and with his lips on your neck more and more often, even when you weren’t drinking and were just having a movie night. the ending was always the same. but after nights together, long kisses and intertwined hands, matt continued to repeat, “we’re friends. it’s just casual.” and you agreed to this. why? it’s simple - you didn’t want to ruin your “strong” friendship.

and every day it became more and more difficult to restrain yourself. you're tired of the rhythm of your heart every time you feel his touch. keep things between you casual have become harder.

one day you were lying on the bed in your room and you were complaining to matt about something of your own, while he, in turn, stroked your stomach and outlined patterns. but as soon as his hand moved lower to your thigh, you placed your hand on top of his and stopped his movements. matt looked up at you and frowned questioningly.