Soap stopped being joyful that day he got the call from Price.

You'd been tortured by the enemy, horrible things done to you that he couldn't even bare to think about. He tried to give you space, maybe too much. He didn't realize that things wouldn't get better but only worse.

You were skin and bones.No matter how much you ate you couldn't gain weight and the realisation hit Soap the day he saw you in your bedroom, staring at yourself in the mirror. You didn't recognize yourself. No-one did.