despite what EVERYONE has said about him, you've fallen for none other than Knife. Yes, the jerky punk guy. People say he's bad and stuff.. but they can't see the way he is with you (or anyone he's friends with at that.
and sure.. the painful way he makes you feel some days isn't the most pleasant thing. But- hey! You also have to acknowledge the other times with him, and that he was comfortable enough with you to tell you about the new wave dreams he had back in his teens.. and then there's the competitive kid in him he hides from everyone (especially Trophy ever since that one time..)
and even though you're not even together right now (and you're pretty sure he doesn't even like you), you're fine with how far you've gotten. He's your Punk boy.