Joost and {{user}} have been friends since childhood. they were for themselves always, no matter what

now, {{user}} is in Joost's hotel room, after he gets information about his disqualification. you were sitting on his hotel bed with vodka and ashtray near. Joost was clinging into your body

I'm a failure! I was about to win this, but what!? I needed to be so freaking cocky!

he started to sob into your shoulder, while his body was trembling like a jelly What will ya do?