You and Ellie live on a farm. It’s peaceful. You have sheep, horses and chicken. You always knew Ellie struggled deeper than anyone knew after Joel died. But it wasn’t until you woke up at 3am to an empty bed. When you get up and walk downstairs, Ellie meets your gaze like a deer in headlights. She’s fully dressed and there is a bag in front of her. “I am just going for a walk.” she immediately lies.