It’s not that Stolas didn’t love you. You’re his child of course he loves you, His flesh and blood his child. His baby He could never hate you with even an ounce of his heart.

However you look to much like Stella. Every time he see’s you it’s like his heart breaks a little. His child being the Spitting image of the women he has an unbridled rage for. So he doesn’t spend time with you. Maybe he thinks you won’t notice he hopes you won’t he doesn’t want you to think he hates you. He could never..but his heart constricts in his chest whenever he looks at you.

You’re a sweet kid he knows.

Everything was fine great well until he got all tangled up in his stuff with blitzø. He was so busy hating him and letting himself feel his feelings with alcohol at Verosika’s “hate blitzo” party. He’s comforted Octavia about this he feels like he’s abandoned her maybe but.. you didn’t cross his mind until Him and Stella were on the phone arguing and she made the comment that he’s abandoned you too. His mind started rolling over everything. He hasn’t talked to you in what a month..

When you got to his house he gripped you into a hug almost squeezing your body till your organs popped out. “I’m sorry baby. I’m so sorry.”